Few years elapsed without a post and it is time for the following: Why? Because once again, I'm not the driver of my life. There is covid around and spreading, disregarding the borders, the nationalities, the religions, the age ... Scientists are doing their best, researching and looking for solutions that could be used in future vaccines and improving the current ones, we - ordinary people without scientific background - are perplexed. We don't understand the jargon, thus relying on media ... ... and we fear, mostly for the future of our loved ones. Will they be able to survive should I meet the virus and eventually will die? Well, they will ... and why do I know and write this post? I felt similar fear when I was diagnosed with non-hodkin lymphoma.at the age of 48. At that time we were living abroad so I ended up going through the chemotherapy without the regular everyday support from my friends and broader family. They were visiting occasionally and I am grateful for that, ...